Homeward Bound

The Principle foundations of Kosmic Fusion were to remain the non-doer this was always part of the original philosophy taught by Sree Maa Shri Ji. Dallia was constantly asking questions about the doer saying that she didn't get it. Dallia was always introducing doubt into the minds of the FiTs. This constant undermining of Sree Maa Shri Ji's teachings was a subtle manipulation and projection to maintain a position of power within Kosmic Fusion. I remember having a conversation with her when she came to Australia in 2015 where she was questioning me and implying that Kosmic Fusion was a cult. She really had been thinking about this for a long time. What was interesting was that Dallia was given the choice to leave when ever she wanted however she did not take this choice. She then invited herself into the Ashram in 2016 to live and began to take the lead in all the events. At that time i was sharing some on line meditations with Ekta and Dallia began to edge me out, to...

BEWARE OF ENERGY VAMPIRES One of the incidents I can recall was when i traveled to India on my pilgrimage with Sree Maa who was taking us on a Temple Tour to visit the Swaminarayan Temples in Gujrat. During the trip I made the grave mistake of entering a temple before mensuration had finished. There are strict rules around this in the Swaminarayan Sampraday and due to my ignorance I made this mistake of not following the correct protocols. This had certain energetic repercussions on Sree Maa Shri Ji which I will not go into detail about. My natural response was to feel extremely remorseful for my Agyan (ignorance). During the bus trip i sat next to Dallia and she was speaking to me, but rather than trying to console me she was blaming and reprimanding me for my error. She was the first to tell me how wrong I had been. At this time I did not know what her "real" face was like, i had only experienced her "false" face. Later that day she spent some time...

Dear SadhGuru Here is my humble apology to Sree Maa Shri Ji for the lack of loyalty that I showed to my Sadhguru who so lovingly has lead me along the path of self awareness. Sree Maa Shri Ji i humbly apologise for the lack of awareness shown by me during my time in the FiT program. I allowed others including my self to take advantage of your love and trust in many ways.  My Sadguru gave me everything of themselves, only to be used and abused by individuals like me. Sree Maa Shri Ji are not from this place, and why would they want to be - when we treat others like this? I was so wrapped up in myself that I was unable to come to you and tell you what was happening for fear of being reprimanded, because I too took advantage of Sree Maa Shri Ji by thinking that I knew it all. i took it upon myself to print a brochure and disguised myself as a devotee when i had no clue about Bhaav.  Bhaav is only something that i am now able to feel in my heart for Sree Maa Shri J...